Between the Pages

Between the Pages

You found my diary tucked behind the books. I honestly didn't expect many people to make it this far, but since you're here... welcome These pages were never meant to become polished essays. They're the thoughts that arrived quietly between them—unfinished reflections, ordinary days, midnight ideas, letters never sent, tiny victories, questions without neat answers, and conversations I had with myself before I was ready to have them with the world. You can still pretend you never found this 💜
I've Started Admiring Different Things

I've Started Admiring Different Things

I don't think I noticed it at first. It happened so quietly that I almost missed it. One
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Waiting Isn't Wasted

Waiting Isn't Wasted

I've never liked waiting. Not because I'm impatient in the ordinary sense of the word. I
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I Think God Likes Curious People

I Think God Likes Curious People

I've been wondering lately if God smiles when we ask questions. Not rebellious questions. Not the kind that
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The Strange Freedom of Not Knowing

The Strange Freedom of Not Knowing

I've always thought that if I knew enough, I would finally have peace. If I knew why something
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My Imagination Is Not My Enemy

My Imagination Is Not My Enemy

For a long time, I thought my imagination was something I needed to tame. It exhausted me. It would take
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I Think I'm Chasing Different Things Now

I Think I'm Chasing Different Things Now

It's funny how quietly our desires change. No one announces it. There's no dramatic moment where
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God Is Not Competing With My Happiness

God Is Not Competing With My Happiness

I used to think that every time God asked me to let go of something, He was asking me to
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Feelings Make Wonderful Servants

Feelings Make Wonderful Servants

I've always been a deeply emotional person. Not dramatic. Emotional. There's a difference. I feel things
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I Didn't Know I Was Coming Home

I Didn't Know I Was Coming Home

Healing has surprised me. Not because it happened quickly. It didn't. Not because it was easy. It wasn&
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I Think We All Just Want to Be Seen

I Think We All Just Want to Be Seen

I've been thinking a lot about what it means to truly know another person. Not know facts about
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