The Day You Became a Stranger
Today something happened that I knew was coming, but somehow still wasn't prepared for.
He changed his WhatsApp
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Between the Pages
You found my diary tucked behind the books.
I honestly didn't expect many people to make it this far, but since you're here... welcome
These pages were never meant to become polished essays. They're the thoughts that arrived quietly between them—unfinished reflections, ordinary days, midnight ideas, letters never sent, tiny victories, questions without neat answers, and conversations I had with myself before I was ready to have them with the world.
You can still pretend you never found this 💜
We Are All Going to Die
Last night I had one of those thoughts that completely changed the direction of my mind.
I was thinking about
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I Was Asking the Wrong Question
For a long time, I thought I was afraid of not receiving an annulment.
I prayed about it.
Thought about
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Sometimes I Still Wonder
Sometimes I still wonder what could have been.
Not every day. Not even often anymore. But every now and then
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The Silence Became an Answer
There was a time when silence felt unbearable.
Every day that passed without hearing from him felt like another question
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I Don't Need to Be Chosen Anymore
Today I had a thought that caught me completely off guard.
It wasn't profound.
It wasn't
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The Phone I Was Finally Able to Turn On
Today I turned on a phone I hadn't touched in a long time.
At first glance, it was
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The Woman Who Didn't Need to Be Beautiful Today
There was something strangely freeing about gaining weight.
Not because I wanted to.
Not because I stopped caring about my
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The Sound of My Nervous System
Mad Rush — Philip Glass
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I Didn't Notice the Cage Until I Left
"Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind..."
— Lana Del Rey, Get Free
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