Between the Pages

You found my diary tucked behind the books. I honestly didn't expect many people to make it this far, but since you're here... welcome These pages were never meant to become polished essays. They're the thoughts that arrived quietly between them—unfinished reflections, ordinary days, midnight ideas, letters never sent, tiny victories, questions without neat answers, and conversations I had with myself before I was ready to have them with the world. You can still pretend you never found this 💜

I Just Want to Learn How to Chill

If someone had asked me a year ago what I wanted most, I probably would've answered without thinking.

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I Don't Think I'm Afraid of God's Will

I've been thinking a lot about surrender lately. It's one of those words Christians use so

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The Woman I See in the Mirror

The other day I looked at myself in the mirror a little longer than usual. Not because I was getting

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The Day God Quietly Became Bigger

I had a realization today that almost made me stop in the middle of praying. For months, I've

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The Story I Was Trying to Force God to Write

I don't think I realized how attached I had become to a particular ending. If someone had asked

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A Quiet Tuesday

I used to think that healing would feel dramatic. I imagined fireworks. Some overwhelming moment where I'd suddenly

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On Control

For most of my life, I thought my greatest weakness was impatience. I wanted answers quickly. I wanted problems resolved.

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The Man My Son Resembles

Sometimes I look at my son, and for a brief moment, my heart forgets how complicated life has become. He&

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I Thought I Missed Him

There was a time when I couldn't tell the difference between missing a person and missing a feeling.

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I Was Fooled

I used to think that my greatest disappointment was the betrayal. Or maybe the lying. Or the cheating. Or the

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